Well, my blogging is getting more and more erratic, isn't it?  Sometimes I'll blog three times in two days, and then I won't blog for a week.  Life's like that.  I've just been too busy to worry about Xanga.  Why is that?

Work is still shittin' me off.  It's just........ I dunno how to describe it.  It's a good job, and I enjoyed it when I first started, but I've changed.  And now this job isn't for me.  It's still the same one, just I'm not anymore.  Am I wierd?  No, this is normal.

Love is proceeding like a rollar-coaster.  With Theshia getting a tooth pulled, it's been stressful on both of us.  I know she doesn't really mean anything when she abuses me when it's sore, or pissing her off.  But it starts to get to you after a constant week of on/off sour moods.  And she tells me this morning her periods due too.  I think I might just crawl under a rock.    But I love her, very much.

I'm oncall again this week.  That means for a pityful $250 extra I get stuck with the mobile phone and laptop all week, to expect calls in the middle of the night, during my fav TV show, or even on the weekend at 3am.  Great, just what I need this week.

Anyways, just thought I'd get these off my chest.  Oh, and I'm doing programming in my spare time for an international group rewriting a game, and I got a heap of instructions from the lead-designer asking me for all these new things to do.  And of course he wants them yesterday.  No wonder I never have any time.  What ever shall I do?  SIGH!